It's sad when you realize you really don't have one spot in your
entire home that reflects yourself enough to make a video where you are
comfortable.
We have collections of toys throughout our
entire home. Star Wars, Doctor Who, Star Trek, Other things I dont have
a clue about because it's mostly all the husband's collections.
I
have two things in our home that I can personally say reflect me and me
alone. One is my dressing/vanity table. Two small chests of drawers
on each side with a beautiful, long Ashe wood board made specially for
it by my father in law. He not only found the wood for it- he put a
lovely decorative edge around it and then sanded and waxed it down, too.
It's just set on top on the two chests and I use my old office
chair(VERY comfy too) for the chair/bench for it. I have my perfumes, my
hair accessories, my makeup and my jewelry on it along with a few of my
wedding photos and our wedding invitation and announcements that I
framed because they are just too beautiful to not display.
The
other is my gray corduroy and black leather oversized oval reading
chair. I need to do something about that thing too. It's the perfect
size and shape for curling up with a good novel on a dreary day, but the
seat cushion in it is atrocious. It's just hard and lumpy and not
terribly the most comfy chair to do said curling up with a novel. And at
the moment it's just stuck in a corner taking up space.......so I need
to find a new cushion foam for it so it's both comfy and beautiful.
So-
having said that, I need to do a bit of restructuring when my hubby
goes to his parents in a couple of weekends. He freaks out when I do any
redecorating when he is here, so I just wait until he does a house-sit
weekend for his parents and by the time he gets back it's all done and
he doesn't have to see the chaos that goes on to get things looking that
way.
So until I can create a space to do a video for my other blog, that idea will be on the back burner until the last Sunday this month. Only a
couple of weeks away tho.
In other news......
The new eating plan I told you about a couple weeks or so ago...... Fast & Feast Eating Plan.
It isn't a diet really...it's an eating plan. There are very few rules. You Fast alternate days and are allowed
500 calories. On your Feast Days you eat whatever you want- trying to
stay within a 2000 calorie limit. On my first week on it- I truly
FASTED on the fast days. I'm one of those people who would rather not
eat anything than have a little bit of something. If I ever eat anything
I'm starving for the rest of the day, so I knew that eating a salad or
sammich just wouldn't work for me on fasting days. So I stuck with just
a cup of coffee at the three meal times, and water in between.
I
lost 1 lb the first week. That was fine. I knew I wouldn't lose a great
amount because I had trouble getting my 2 liters of water down on my
fasting days. Water does NOT taste nice after drinking a cup of coffee.
And if I don't get two liters of water down a day, the scale doesn't
budge.
Anyway.....so the second week I switched things
up a bit..... I fasted on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. I Feasted on
Tuesday, Thursday and Saturday and had a One Meal Half Fast on Sunday
with the meal staying between 700-800 calories. Saturday is the only day
I truly allowed myself to Feast and have a treat of a few Fig
Newtons with my evening coffee. The other two feast days I cooked and
ate my usual healthy food options. My "treat" those days were having a
cup of coffee with a spoonful of sugar in it as dessert. Everything
tasted so much better on my feast days after fasting the day before.
It's like my taste buds were reborn!!
And the second
week I lost 1.4 pounds. Which is also fine. I didn't put this weight on
overnight, so it won't come off overnight either. And if I continue to
lose at this rate I will still lose over 50 lbs in a year. And I'm happy
with that.
I'm hoping to wedge a bit more exercise
into my routine as I have joined the ranks of the PokemonGo fanatics.
The only catch is I have to go walking when the sun is low in the sky
because of the glare on my phone screen. That's fine with me, too. I'd
much rather walk later in the day so I can unwind and relax from the
stress of the day at the office. We will see if it impacts my weight
loss at all in the next week.
Apologies- I realize I
have been going on a lot about my weight loss lately. It just
seems to be what I'm focusing on lately in my life. I promise to not
turn this into a weight loss blog. I will have other things to talk
about in the coming weeks. My trip home in a couple months..... Autumn coming up.....my videos for the other blog.
The
videos, by the way, are a personal challenge. I've always been painfully
shy around strangers. Also, having been told I was NOT very photogenic
and would do better as a runway model when I was a teenager doing a bit
of modeling and thinking of making a career of it, kind of scarred me
for life and made me super critical of any photos I am in. So by opening
myself up to doing a vlog once a week is WAY out of my comfort zone.
And probably why I'm procrastinating by using not having a decent spot
to do it as an excuse to build up my confidence a bit more.
*Blinks*
Huh....that was a bit of an epiphany.
Goddess Attitude must be in need of a reboot.
So until next time.........
Elena x
