Yes- As I spoke of in the last post- The mortal aspect of this plane is not in the best interest for this Goddess.
I've experienced a couple of very strange "episodes" with this mortal heart in the past few weeks. My heart will beat really hard and straining for a few beats- then just completely stop for several seconds. I can actually feel myself slipping away- it's not painful- it's actually quite peaceful.... then, just before everything goes black, my heart beats again so hard it feels like my eardrums are going to burst.
I'm definitely going to speak with the doctor about it - if I ever get to see him. I've had the appointment postponed twice due to an emergency situation come up with the doctor.
All I need to do now is just learn to de-stress. Let it go.
If something needs to be done- I have decided to just do it. No discussion, Just do it.
If I ask hubby to do something and he doesn't want to- no problem. I'm a big girl- I can do it myself. After all, if I was single and living alone I would just do it myself, wouldn't I? So there you go. Why should I let anything a MM- or anyone else for that matter- does- or does NOT do- affect my emotional well-being?
It shouldnt.
And from now on- it wont.
